Allah.

Longed for him. 

Had Him.
Lost Him.
Repeat.

-Fa

Finding myself.

"Why don't you love me!?" 

He asked in desperate exasperation.

"Because, I cant! Not just yet." A defeated voice continued, 

"Its not up to me, sweetheart,

 don't you see? 

I haven't even found myself."

-Fa

Craving a love.

Craving a love, 

so real,

that it can,

break you down

and fix you up

on, 

So. Many. Levels. 

-Fa

Thoughts.

Artwork by Elliana Esquivel aka Elesq

Everyone is calm.

The air is positive too.

And there's no more screaming. 

Everything is normal. 

Everything. 

Except my thoughts. 

-Fa