Emotionally imbalanced.

I might be emotionally imbalanced 

and a total wreck at feelings. 

But I know how to regard them.

What I have for you is beautiful. 

It is not going to be called chaotic or ugly

 or devastating.

Just because I can't have you. 

-Fa

Not broken.

Here's the thing. 

I don't care, about life. 

I've had enough heartbreak for such a short life time. 

Don't try to protect me. 

All I want is friendship now. 

All I want is love. 

All I care about now is just that. 

I am not broken. I am made up of scars and losses;

huge losses, depression, exoticism and romance. 

I am whole. Trust me in that. 

-Fa