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Here you will find recycled notes, processed thoughts, revelations, epiphanies, poetry, dark humor, first drafts, muse, motivation, light of hope in the pitch-dark tunnel, analysis of experiences, human sensitivities, behavior and life related stuff.
This is my personal journey as young woman in Pakistan to a independent adult out and aboot in the world.
Just listen to the heart beat Can you hear the name that it calls? The mind that screams the screams of an unwanted resolve The body that yells The tears that burn Silently Cries, that make my stomach churn Be strong, child Just listen to the heart beat Where there is a will, there is a way They say So fear not, my dear No you are not crazy Just hold on to the divinity Just hold on tight Love melts all And hypocrisy will only make you die And when the time comes for them, Oh they will shine so bright Together, Forever, Just listen to the heart beat, Isn't that what it says? Just listen to the heart beat, Hold on tight
Hey little boy I can see you running What's this ruffle and all this fret? Around and about In the middle of nowhere What are trying to find? There aren't even any corners I wish you learned how to forget The time to relax is over now Can you hear the screams? They are back now Thunders never seemed so beautiful Nor did the bloodshot eyes The gloomy sky and skinny thighs Can you not see the entice? This obscenity cum the disguise of a dirty smile Can you not feel the serenity? This pinching pain Dormant the aching eyes There's no promise for tomorrow But is there any for today? Nothing but a glittery raw lie This heart is missing beats though His voice makes me break now His eyes are stabbing into the deepest cores of myself I know the feel of wither now Can you not see how helpless I am? His chest, his hair, his body and him, That's all That's all there's left within
