Fear of the unknown

I lay on a bed of words so harsh

I lay here scared, but arrogant

I have only one thing in my head 

There is no emptiness in my life

There is just so much

Reverse depression is one of those things, 

I think I enjoy it now

Anhedonia is old news, I have discovered unseen lands of darkness 

Am I willing to give up rose,

glitter,

white chocolate,

and plum?

I guess I am, 

This is unspeakably vulgar what we are talking about

So speak out angels of truth,

I hope you are with me now

The wrath of this world should be enough, 

Tell the God I don't want to die alone now, 

I have only one thing in my head

I have only one thing in my head

Fa