Angels and demons

He sees me 

He makes me smile

And I swear to all the gods people say there are, 

I am losing it. 

He corners me with his eyes

In a big posh room, with chandeliers and bricked up fireplace

And all there's left inside my chest

There and then

Ash, nothing else

And I know, I know, I know

They'll say I'm crazy as fuck

Once they know about this world that I have dwelt myself into

But he makes me want to be myself

Like im hanging upside down

From a crazy rollercoaster ride

Buckled up in belts

Laughing my heart out

this is what I want

And I hope with all my heart he knows

What he means to me

I hope with all my brains he realizes 

What he's done to me

And a tiny part of me hopes

That he loves me back

I look at him,

He smiles back

You know what? I think he knows

...

...

I am madly in love with you now

image courtesy: Trruetje - devianart

Walking over glass

My feet are cold

No, really

They are freezing right now

Can you hear these sounds as well?

What the fuck is that?!

Is there a leaking tap in my house? 

It's these clattering sounds

Hold your breath, just a second,

wait,

Can you smell the rotten flesh?

I wonder how ugly it can further get

Put your feet on mine

Hold my legs as well, I'll need this tonight,

That's all I have

I guess, yes

I think so too

Tell them I am fine now

I know I am

Broken glasses, black cats, crying bitches and rats

They don't fear me anymore, no

It just doesn't matter anymore

Is there a more horrifying demon than the one that resides in yourself?

The taboos don't affect my life, no, no more

I am yours, you are only mine forever

I am me, for you are me too

I am one, the only one is I 

So give yourself a bath tonight,

Wash off the blood, this dirt and mud

There is just no more treasure here

Lets pack our bags now

Lets leave this town for good now 

The epilogue of uncertainty

I see her, 

standing alone with earphones in her ears

I can tell that she has nothing on her mind except for the voice that's going into her head

that fucking felicitous voice

I get close to her 

She sees me 

I bend down,

Fuck

Is she watching me?

are my laces untied? Am I looking alright? Does it even matter? 

I am just another madman

But I think she is an angel

She is such an angel

I touch her 

Her skin, sate and shattering

Her smile makes me want to die inside 

Her fingers, a loathe of joy

Her eyes, mocking dreams, glaciers, oceans and skies

Put your hand on my chest now

Can you feel the quivering disguise of death?

rattling in my ears, 

Fret of the unknown 

The epilogue of uncertainty is going down in my ankles

I think someone was here last night

The bed seems to have suffered

But when you have nothing 

but burnt ashes, 

writhing love 

and a pristine scent

Is there anything left to hide?

image courtesy: Suhail, from Kashmir, India