Unaltered

 For all the times

You were in the driving seat

And were my husband

For all the times

You were lying next to me

And were my lover

For all the times

You were cute and funny and adorable

And were my best friend

A guardian

Lovebird,

A fanatic, fearless, companion

I thank you.

For all the times

You were silent

When I poured my heart out

For all the times

You misunderstood me

When I shared myself inside out

For all the times

I felt scared

When you turned your back on me

In despise,

Unfathomable

nauseating, unspeakable plight

I was such a shame.

I am sorry.

And I thank you.

I love you

And I want to stay away from you

You beautiful, hurtful,

Unaltered disguise.

Fa